3 Year Marital Separation

by K
(Canada)

3 Year Marital Separation: I am praying God restores my marriage with us both living under the same roof with our children. We married in 2004 and separated in 2007 b/c there was an assault issue and some addiction issues. We went through the process of filing for divorce but God spoke to me and said that was not his will. So I stopped and trusted God that he would restore my marriage. That was 3 yrs ago. We are still together as a couple but we live apart. I am very resentful as I am now expecting our third child together and we also have a 2 year old and 4 year old. I feel as if I am doing it all alone. I am worn out and asking god when???? I feel as if I am being obedient or trying my best. I love him very much and I know he loves me. He does help with the kids but I hate this being alone. I either want to figure this marriage out or move on with my life. It feels stagnant. He still has some issues but they have improved dramatically since I moved out 3 yrs ago. But not enough for me to live with him yet. But how long does God expect me to hold on and wait for this marriage to work? If you could please pray for strength for me and a breakthrough for this marriage. Thank you.