Family Restoration & Transformation

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Family Restoration & Transformation

by Melissa
(Kentucky/Louisiana)

Family Restoration & Transformation. I found the love of my life in May 2009. There is no doubt in my mind that he is my soul mate, my best friend, my lover and he is my husband. We were married on June 17, 2010. Immediately,things started going wrong. Lies after lies..... It was too much for us to bare. I grew increasingly frustrated with every new lie, and he became more and more unhappy. He couldn't see the problems were the lies. He thought they were my reactions.

Anyway, he left. He never really moved in. But he left first in Sept. and came back for a couple of visits. I haven't laid eyes on my husband in almost 2 months.

I am dying daily. My heart and soul aches for my marriage. I have never been in such an overwhelming debilitating pain. Its constant, and has been ongoing for months. He doesn't seem to care what I'm experiencing. He is only concerned to run away and begin a new fresh life.

I am so broken. I love him so much. I have hoped, prayed and begged God for help. I have believed and walked in faith for so very long. And my husband didn't return. I know God gave us free will and he wont make Brad come home if thats not what Brad wants to do. But what about me? I have always put everyone's needs above my own. And I'm so tired and in so much pain. I wonder what about me? How is it okay for me to give him everything and he has no value for it at all?

I need some direction. I need strength and courage. I need my husband, and a peace filled marriage. I need God's help, and so does Brad. He is so lost.

Please pray for us. God knows what we really need.

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Satan is on the prowl, and is leaving nothing to chance! Dont let him win
by: Imusz@hotmail.com

I know, it is so hard right now.I too am in the same well similar situation. I know it is NOT gods will for marriage to end or to be at odds. Satan's time is short and he knows it. Both of my parents died last year and they died 30 days apart, well we have had stress in our family for a long time and when my parents passed away i had an emotional break down, my husband threw his hands up and filed for divorce. I know your pain and desperation . please hang on and pray without ceasing. I say it to you, yet i fail to do that, as for me its so hard to pray for ourselves. But find many times a day to be thankful unto God, and plead your broken heart to him and cry out. he hears and he knows. He is dealing with your husband, as he is dealing with mine. They can run but they cannot hide from God. Sooner or later they will see and things will be made right one way or the other. I will pray for you and your husband, but try to not let doubt sneak in. thats satans game. feel free to email me anytime imusz@hotmail.com if you want to chat.

Be Blessed
Eileen

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