For my Husband and wisdom to handle him

by Shines
(India)

I am an Indian woman and have been married for past one year. My husband though a God fearing man and with a good heart has certain issues when it comes to opposite sex. He seems to get attracted by beautiful woman and likes to watch adult sites and porn. I have fought with him on this issue several times but in vain. His computer used to have porn sites and he used to download adult movies without my knowledge. When I am off to work he satisfies himself by watching such kind and masturbating. This has totally broken my trust from him and I fear always that he calls and texts any girl behind me. He hides certain things from me. But when I try to ask something he yells at me and says I have some serious mental problems.

He seems to fascinate and dream when he sleeps and sometimes doesn't even allow me to hug him. I always feel fearful to leave him alone, even when we are alone I fear taking bath thinking he'll try and call someone or watch something bad. I am in a terrible mental state. I just feel like sometimes if some evidence I get, I ll leave him. I don't want to do that. I tend to check his phone and computer when he is away. I love him also but can't let him live like this.
I feel like satan is trying to destroy our marriage. I am very insecure when he talks to his friends(girls). What should I do? Plz help. Am now 5 months pregnant. Don't want my baby to suffer.