forgiveness-restoration-and-a-better-relationship-with-God

My husband of two years and I have been through a lot. We dated for 9 years and thought we knew each other well, but that changed after we got married. I discovered he enjoyed sexually texting a former co-worker, just for fun and although we had counseling, I've struggled with fogiveness and moving past the issue. This led to huge arguments and one physical altercation with each other. We both love each other and want to stay married, but we obviously need prayer and counseling. We need strength, because it seems that every time we're doing well, praying and reading our Bible...we get a huge wrench thrown into the mix. We both are trying to give our all to GOD and make him our focus first, but there are still those lingering feelings of shame, disappointment and loss of trust. Thank you for your prayers.