Healing and reconciliation of my marrriage

by Lesley-Ann
(Trinidad)

I am asking for help for the reconciliation of my marriage. 11 years ago, my husband walked away from our marriage, I have asked several times for a reconciliation but he never answers or gives pretense answers, I am a christian who has been lukewarm at times, my husband knows God but can be called an unbeliever The last few months has seen my eyes open even more towards the seriousness of what marriage truly is in the eyes of God. I have started Praying intensely for a reconciliation in the last few months...I really need help to bring my husband back to me, we would converse from time to time on the internet but I checked today and realized he has deleted me from his list of contacts.

I asked him for a divorce a few months ago but he says he's not ready because he still loves me and I think all is not lost...I am so scared that I may lose him completely to the woman he is living with.... because we now live in different countries...please please help me to get my marriage...I myself have not been without blame.