Husband and I Separated

by JAI
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husband and I separated last month due to him speaking to other women. I did confront him about this and he says nothing happened that its just someone to talk to. He did cheat on me which I did forgive him for but I still have doubts and trust issues due to this. I recently gave birth to our 3rd child and he wanted to be there for the birth which I did call and let him know that it was time. He showed up he talked about how this separation was all a mistake and he wanted to work things out. He stayed with me throughout the entire stay at the hospital and we never talked about where things in our relationship went wrong, he all of a sudden started pulling away not sure why this between us were different, I finally questioned him and asked why he pulled away and are we gonna continue to not speak to each other his excuse "I don't know". I did tell him I wanted to come back home but his answer "I don't know", of course I cried and let him know that maybe he has someone else. I did say let me let you go and he says no i didn't say that. I did say if our relationship can't be fixed lets divorce and once again his answer is I didn't say that. I don't know what to think anymore I am to the point where I want to give up on everything and crawl under a rock to forget about how he's been. He says he doesn't trust me with certain things but I have been nothing but faithful and a good wife to him and I guess neither was good enough for him. I don't know if I should walk away or try to figure out how to fix our marriage. I have left him alone no calls, no emails, no contact of any sort maybe I need to give him time. Maybe I need time but all I know for sure is that I have lost all faith and hope, I have given up prayer it did bring him back but only for a day when he decided to pull away, I have no strength and no more courage to try and understand, please help pray that all of this will change maybe prayer needs to come from elsewhere, until then I don't know what else to do, I don't want to give up on the Word of GOD but I don't know what else to do.