I need a miracle in my marriage

by ymacs
(ohio)

I need a miracle in my marriage: My Husband of 5 years left me on Sat. We've had a rough start from the beginning of our marriage. We were not save. So much has happened. In 2009 we had another child, which became a turning point in my life. I slowly began to realize that God was trying to tell me something. I began to change. But my husband started pulling back. Our marriage has gone downhill since. The past 2 months has been the worst. My husband told me he wasn't in love with me any more on Feb 13. It hurt so bad hearing those words. Since that day I've been a wreck. I've been fasting and praying for restoration. But the devil is so busy. He has a stronghold on my husband, his heart is so hard, his talk is negative too. He's going out all the time, drinking about 5 days a week. He gets so angry at me over the smallest things. He looks at me with such irritation. But through it all I still love him, because I know the man he used to be. And that's what I still see in him. I don't want to give up on my marriage. I took my vows seriously, but he's gone now. I'm looking for strength from the Lord to get me and the kids (3 boys) through this. I have to be strong for my kids, but it's hard to keep from crying. I know I have to Let go and Let God. I'm asking for prayer for me and the kids and for my Husband's emotions, hardened heart and that he find's his way to the Lord and come back home to me and my boys. I know I cant do it alone I need God's help.