I want my Christian marriage to work and my husband to love me again

by nm
(ind)

I want my Christian marriage to work and my husband to love me again: Dear God, I have been married for 5 months now, and after the initial 1 month, we started having fights and arguments/long discussions every second day.. as we had different natures and different expectations from each other.

I was so frustrated with my husband not paying attention to me, that I said i would die... I banged my head against the wall.. and did stupid things in anger and pain.

This turned off my husband and he said he wants separation. Though he didn't admit to his mistakes, I said sorry so many times for everything, as I love him a lot and can't imagine a divorce.

I have assured him that i wont interfere in his interests, and won't be angry at him ever. But he doesn't trust me anymore.

O Loving God, please instill love and trust for me in his heart and clear his mind of all the old bad memories, to which he is stuck and not talking to me since a month now.

O God, it's you who made us meet on this earth and brought us together as a couple. I bow to you Jesus, and pray with all my heart and soul to please give me a chance to show my love and respect for my husband.

Please ensure that we never separate, and live together all through this life happily with each other.

I am asking God to touch each of our hearts and open our eyes to the love that you have provided us and to bring us back together and make our marriage rock solid.

Please help me God! Amen.