l want my marriage to work

by Latasha
(S.B Calif)

I want my marriage to work: I would like everyone to lift my husband and I marriage up in prayer. I have not always been the ideal wife to him. I have let Satan enter and destroy the best thing every happen to me by greed,quick come ups when we was down. When my husband was away I turned to fast money to make ends meet and to provide for my family, and i didn't think what this all could do to my marriage. I have asked for his forgiveness in the past, he said he forgave me but he really never did cause every time we argue he brings it up. Now I know he has another woman in his life for the past 3 weeks. I begged for him to give me one more chance to make our marriage work but everyone is in our business so it hard for us to work on it. I want to save our marriage I have faith it can be saved, I need prayer to keep me strong and to guide me to be all that he need and strong enough to fight for this marriage. i feel weak and thought about harming myself behind the situation but I know that is not God's way so please pray for us.