Malinda's Christian Marriage Prayer Request

by Malinda
(Texas)

Christian Marriage Prayer Request: My husband and I have been together a total of 10yrs but married by the church for almost 2 yrs. We have been through a lot together...I feel that after all we went through and we are still together we are meant to be. But unfortunately right now I feel as if a divorce would set me free from all the pain and hurt. He's been battling with drugs for over 9yrs and now is abusing a prescription drug and denies he has a problem. Hes become very snappy and verbally abusive towards me, he tells me its because of me and don't know if that's his true feelings or the drugs talking. I pray that God do his will and save my marriage if that's his plan. We have 4 children and I don't want to hurt them by breaking our family nor do I want to hurt them by allowing him to treat me this way and they see it.