Please pray for me and my husband

by blndecountrygirl@yahoo.com
(CA)

Please Pray for Me and My Husband. I am just heartbroken. My husband and I have known each other for 3 years and have been married for 9 mo. He cheated last year with his ex-wife that he had not seen in 10 years and it had caused problems. We both rededicated and began praying and reading together every day and our relationship was stronger than it had ever been. 5 weeks ago he came to me and said he wanted to try for a baby (I have a 5 year old from a previous relationship) and I agreed. 2 days later he had a mental breakdown and packed up, took all of our money inc the rent money orders and left out of state. He won't take my calls and says he needs time to think- he lost his job and is just hanging out with friends and doing nothing since he has all of our money. I work fulltime and can make all the bills on my own but I just don't know what to do. I pray every day and night and am beside myself. He lies about everything and has since, changed all our account passwords so I don't even have access to see who he is calling on his phone. I don't know if I am supposed to be patient and wait or file for separation to protect my assets (home etc) although I know God frowns on this or file for divorce because he left. I am so lost and am trying to do right by God and what he wants and I just don't know. Please pray for us and that God will lead us and restore our marriage.