Please restore our broken relationship

by Lauren
(ca, usa)

Please restore our broken relationship: In the past few months, my ex and I broke up. We were very much in love and on the path to getting married. There was no real reason for the break up besides he is hurt I was not there, and I am hurt because the way he has been handling me not living there. I have not wanted to live with him until we are married and have a grounded Christian way of life. We have been dating since Feb of 08. I live cross country from him (he is military) but I came back from a couple of weeks visit just a 3 months ago,and
I have been hearing from back where he is at that he is fooling around with women and going down the wrong path. (He has give up going to church and living a Christian life) There is talk that he has gotten a girl pregnant that he just met 2 months ago who he was messing around with and is now thinking of marrying her to do the right thing. He still has called to tell me how much he loves me and he is unhappy with his life. I do believe with all my heart that when i met this man God sent him to me to marry him, I have dragged my feet because I was scared, but I do believe from early on God really was saying I sent you a good man to marry. I just wanted us to marry in Church, not a civil ceremony. And also, to have the support of our families, as well as create a stable happy foundation. I am scared to have lost him because of his sin and my foolishness on not listening to God. Please pray that the Lord restore our relationship. This man still loves me and I him. Whatever the broken path that has taken place, please restore our relationship. I must have not self respect to think that even with a child in hand, I still love him, but I just have this feeling that I have had since I met him. Please pray for us. Please pray for that child. Please ask God in his will to bring us together so we may be married, but with God as the center of our relationship.

Thank you