Pray for my disconnect with my husband

by Angel

Pray for my disconnect with my husband: God please help me to understand who I am with my husband and what is my purpose towards him. They more I submit and focus on God, the more I feel so far from him. I pray... I am up early to spend time with GOD, I work, I clean, I Work in the yard, I support him, I let him handle finance, I am educated, I am a minister, He a deacon, yet I feel so empty. I see him more as my brother in Christ than my spouse. What is wrong with me? I am looking for scripture to help me. I am more at peace when I am on my knees or just dancing and worshiping God. I am alive when I am in prayer groups with friends or in Church. I am more alive when I am helping others..yet I still feel so far away from my Husband. We are blessed, yet with us there is a void in our relationship. This has been going on for about 6 years now. I don not even know what to pray about. I pray for him always. I seem to cannot pray for me. I am so unworthy. I love him, but I love GOD more. Please pray for me.