Pray that my Christian marriage is reconciled

by Tricia
( TX)

Pray that my Christian marriage is reconciled: My husband and I have been separated for 16 months and he has filed for divorce. This is the 3rd time that he has left my children (from a previous marriage) and I. Justifies it since I have been divorced. Was not the godly wife I should have been, have asked for his forgiveness and apologized. Have sought God over the past year looking within me to know where I need to change. Have prayed for God to give my husband a new wife and to let it be me. Have prayed for so many months for my husbands heart to softened, for the chains and walls to be broken that are keeping him tied to anger, bitterness,unforgiveness and resentment. Have prayed for a godly man to be put in his path to speak truth etc. Am so weary, but know that it cannot be God's plan or heart for us to divorce. Families are one of the most important institutions on earth, and I just cannot believe that divorce is the answer. Please pray for me to have guidance and strength during this difficult time. I love my husband with all my heart, and would love to have the rest of my life to be the wife that he deserves.