Prayer Request: God save my Christian marriage I am drowning in tears

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Prayer Request: God save my Christian marriage I am drowning in tears

by Chiketa
(Tennessee)

God save my Christian marriage I am drowning in tears and pain: I am so lonely, I have searched everywhere for peace and understanding. I went to friends, to women in church, to my pastor and even strangers. Now God, I am here on this website trying to feel free, trying to be released from this pain needing Godly advice and just answer to it all.

My husband left 7 months and 4 days ago today God and I don't hurt any less, I actually feel crazier. I am trying balance these for kids, try pay all these bills on nothing God. I'm struggling with who to pay and what to let get turned off each month. How my son will go to college this year when he graduates high school. My baby son is having nightmares the separation has made him physically sick. I'm in and out doctors office with him. The doctor says stress is causing stomach pains. What do I do as a mother? I'm stressed and I cant fix me.

I just never thought I'd be here...separated from my husband. God why did he leave? What could have been so bad that you just walk out on your family? Yes we argue but I thought everyone did.
God I've tried talking to him, he will not talk to me. He says he is happy with his decision now he gets to enjoy single life living with his cousin in his big house with different women in/out, traveling in and out of town, shopping, just living it up while I am still mother, still a wife without a husband, looking stupid to people because I am praying he will come home and that he will love me again. Spending all my days in church or home or football field with the kids.

This is a lonely life God. I am living a lie. I go church and I'm not joyful. I don't have peace in the mist of my struggle. I am drowning....

I stumbled on this page doing my quiet time hoping to find Godly advice a place I could find something. Like everything else you got to pay for it.

Thank you for the outlet...I can let out things I felt I couldn't say to anyone else. Everyone feels I should be over him. Just let him go, start dating, he's holding you back from your blessings.

It would be so much easier if he was awful person but he's not. He was a provider, a father a husband, my friend....and I Love him just as much as I did when I first fell in love with him.

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Prayer Request: God save my Christian marriage I am drowning in tears

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I feel your pain
by: Mp

I understand everything you are going through. I am going through the same thing, its like noone else understands all the hurt and pain you are going through, they just say you will be ok, move on and you can't. I feel so bad for my kids because iIam in the room crying all the time, but we have to hold on and continue to pray for our husbands return!

Don't let the Devil fool you.
by: Anonymous

Chikita,

I know just how you feel. I went through the same thing with my husband. We were together 16yrs and I came home from work and he had moved out. I was in shock. We hardly ever had disagreements and he was also my best friend. I stayed in prayer, cried many tears everyday. I also had a 14yr old son who was suicidal at the time and still does have suicidal thoughts till this day 4 yrs later.
It was about 1 yr 6 months after my husband left that he returned home. The devil wants you to focus on how happy your husband appears to be right now but don't you believe it. He is being fooled by the devil to try to destroy your family. You stay strong in prayer and pray for your husbands salvation. Keep quoting scripture to the devil especially scripture concerning your situation.

God has got your back, he is not a liar. He told me his word is truth. I believe him. You just keep hanging on and trust God. My husband and I are best friends and our relationship is stronger now. I still have to pray for God to remove any anger and to help me to fully trust my husband again. God is the only one we can put our whole trust in so don't you worry. God has got everything in control we just can't see it with our natural eyes. Stay in the word. Look up every scripture concerning marriage. Read them out loud to yourself. Get them in your spirit. I use to cry and quote scripture. I was a mess. Still am with other circumstances in my life but I know God is faithful. I will pray for God to give you peace. Put on the whole armor of God,
Ephesians 6:10-14

God's grace will give you comfort
by: Lesley-Ann

Hi Chiketa, May God give you comfort in this your time of difficulty, just ask for strength to make it through each day one day at a time. You need to see this as a time of purification and refining for you. The only way you can be prepared to go to that next level that God has destined you for is for you to go through this time. I know it seems lengthy but it will end I promise you it will. Know that God is by your side always for he said even if you make your bed in hell he is there with you. I know how bad the loneliness can get for I am going through a similar situation just like you. Take comfort in the things that help you to forget even just for a moment.

Weeping endureth for a night but your joy is about to come for it is almost morning for you. Please bear in mind that just before the dawn comes, the night sky is usually at its darkest, the enemy knows God is about to send you your breakthrough that is why you are now feeling weary, my dear sister please don't give up.Take this from a weary soul also who feels like giving up but knows that once I give up the enemy will triumph.

Continue going to church and being vigilant in your bible take comfort in the word. It may seem as though your husband is having fun now. But God hears your cries and he is the master controller and he will put an end to all the carefree life your husband is living. Keep steadfast in prayers.You can also launch the attack at the enemy through fasting and praying.

My sister Google this info as I cant paste the entire thing here and let this be your warfare with fasting to restore your marriage and reconcile your husband to you....Deliverance Prayers For Your Marriage ? Marriage Clinic Prayer Program....... Take comfort my dear sister God hears your prayers and sees every tear you cry.....I promise you you are not alone.

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