Reconcile My Christian Marriage

by Shana
(Louisiana)

Reconcile My Christian Marriage: My husband and I have been separated for more than 2 years now. We have spent time together, but were not sure what we wanted, other than we had not been happy, and wanted to be happy. For some time, I felt that even though I loved my husband, I wasn't "in love" with him. We filed for divorce because we knew that we needed to do something.

God has changed my heart. I want my marriage and my family back together more than I ever dreamed possible. Even the things that bothered me about my husband in the past, no longer bother me. I told my husband that I wanted us to be together and that I knew we could be happy together. He said that although he loved me, and always would, he had no desire to entertain anything between us right now. He said I was telling him what he wanted me to tell him two years ago after he moved away.

He won't come out at say that he wants to go ahead and finalize the divorce, and he has taken me to dinner twice in the last month, but I know he is seeing other people and has encouraged me to do so.

PLEASE pray that God will speak to his heart like He has spoken to mine so that we can begin to reconcile our marriage and get back together. We have two children, they miss their dad. I know that God doesn't want divorce, and I have done things to make my husband unhappy just as he has done things to me. I know that God can speak to and change his heart. Please pray for my husband and I to find our way back to each other.