Save my Christian marriage Lord

by Shalinee
(South Africa)

Save my Christian marriage Lord: Dear Lord, please help bring back the loving kind husband of 3 years, I once knew. He feels nothing for me. My world is falling apart. I feel dead, useless and unwanted inside. I can't concentrate on anything. We have an adorable son of 20 months, and I can't face this child. I'm embarrassed that his father does not love me anymore, and there's no happiness. My husband is everything to me. I live for him. I wish he finds God in his life. He expects me to be fine with whats going on. Hope the Lord shows him how to be a better husband and father. He doesn't know what family is because he didn't have one. This is so hard for me. I can't lose him now has a built my world around him. I want him to stop pushing me away because I love him and I'm not going to give up.