Still angry about my husbands affair

by Gentry
(NC)

Still angry about my husband's affair: I forgave my husband. Or so I thought. But I am still struggling with anger about what he did. It hasn't happened again, but he is still involving himself in behaviors that aren't right. He belongs to a pure desire group, but I am not sure I believe in the group. I need to focus on myself and our kids but I can spend hours thinking about him and how deceitful he has been. I am not finding any joy and am very upset with my kids almost daily. I am in counseling but it hasn't changed. I feel like I am telling on him and just trying to get people on my side rather than actually changing.