Unquenchable Love within our Marriage

(Georgia, United States of America)

Unquenchable Love within our Marriage: I pray the Lord will bless my marriage in a mighty way. I want God to continue to fill my marriage with undying, unquenchable love daily. I feel that I am not attractive as I would like to be and I am having some feelings of insecurity that I thought I resolved when I was a teenager, but now I feel these feelings again of just being too fat.
I want to love how I look, and if I decide to lose weight I don't want to do it just because I feel insecure. My husband says I'm fine but a woman knows her husband. It's weird the things you realize once you get married. I just want God to help me to feel attractive again. I've been thinking about surgery, ( to help with weight loss) but I don't really know if that's the answer either. I pray for God's guidance and I pray that my husband will give me the love and support that I so desire, and deserve from him. However I also want to be the beautiful secure woman he married too. Lord please help me...Amen.